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It
took Mary a year; enough time for Dr. Morrison’s tortured soul to begin
to feel free again. During that year, Domingo had not come back, although
he did occasionally stop by to see Manny.
Domingo had agreed to pay child support, but he had also taken up
with a young and healthier girl named Donna. While Mary’s health
worsened, she tried to lavish her affections on Manny, who more often than
not shirked them off.
Mary
had begun to notice a few curious things about her son; like the time she
had caught Manny having a dialogue with his beloved Shadow; or the time
she had heard Manny in the kitchen break a plate, but by the time she
lumbered her weary body into the kitchen, there was no broken plate to be
discovered. The little gifts Manny made for his ailing mother became
increasingly intricate paper toys, though she never actually saw him make
them.
It
took her a year, but she did it; she sent her child out to play in the
gardens, and during one of her visits with the doctor, she looked him
squarely in the eye and said, “What is Manny?”
She
watched carefully as the doctor faltered and paled. “I want DNA
testing,” she demanded then. Regret had engendered guilt, and guilt had
engendered fear and nervousness; his nervousness had made him mute.
She
waited for the doctor to say something – to explain -
but he did not. What
could he say? The truth?
The truth was outlandish. The
truth was too big for the woman; too big for himself.
He said nothing and Mary left.
Within
a month - two years too shy of his retirement - the doctor had resigned,
citing medical problems.
And
whatever else, the woman felt herself the child’s mother. Whatever else, the woman loved her child, whatever he was.
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